Deep South

I have been feeling extremely disoriented and stressed to the point that it effects my mood. I don’t feel motivated like I used to be to do certain things and I surely do not feel productive. I am currently experiencing a  pre-panic state of mind because of that. I am letting one day in the near future freak me out to the core: graduation. There is so much on my mind and so much pressure to just be great. But I’ve realized I am already great but why is there so much pressure on me to be great. What is the definition of greatness? In my belief it is the effort you put into the world and the rewards you will reap in return for doing your part. Just doing things that makes you happy. Just being happy is great. I do not know what will happen to me a year from now but all I know is that I will end up doing what I love to do and just being genuinely happy for myself. That isn’t too much to ask, am I right?

I just have to put that out there and get it off my brain. It’s far too crowded in there as is without having  things overcrowd my mind that I really don’t need to think about. Life is pretty splendid. I just have to utilize my time and be intense with my studies.

Less than 100 days ’til graduation! HOLLA!