I have been feeling extremely disoriented and stressed to the point that it effects my mood. I don’t feel motivated like I used to be to do certain things and I surely do not feel productive. I am currently experiencing a  pre-panic state of mind because of that. I am letting one day in the near future freak me out to the core: graduation. There is so much on my mind and so much pressure to just be great. But I’ve realized I am already great but why is there so much pressure on me to be great. What is the definition of greatness? In my belief it is the effort you put into the world and the rewards you will reap in return for doing your part. Just doing things that makes you happy. Just being happy is great. I do not know what will happen to me a year from now but all I know is that I will end up doing what I love to do and just being genuinely happy for myself. That isn’t too much to ask, am I right?

I just have to put that out there and get it off my brain. It’s far too crowded in there as is without having  things overcrowd my mind that I really don’t need to think about. Life is pretty splendid. I just have to utilize my time and be intense with my studies.

Less than 100 days ’til graduation! HOLLA!

I was going to wait until I designed a new theme on here to re-open the site again but knowing me that’ll take a long time to do. Aside from that I got really antsy and wanted to upload this theme again (more on why I have to do so later) and then post a “Hey! I’m still alive” post. I have been cheating on OLS with Tumblr and then felt really awful about it. I like Tumblr but I also like having a personal place of my own to just rant and rave about things. Besides that I am paying for hosting and this domain. I got annoyed with 1and1.com for plenty of reasons and noticed that people on my blog roll was using Holdfire and wanted to try it out. So to sum it up in five words or less: they freaking rock so much! Not only did they help me with getting everything set-up with the website. They are also friendly, knowledgeable and quite affordable. So yeah go and check them out! You won’t be disappointed. http://www.holdfire.net

Teehee, it felt really good typing in this box again. Oh Wordpress.